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Listen Mary, I'm sendin' you this text just to apologize
The way it ended with the two of us been on my mind
I take responsibility โ it took a while
It's been years since we last spoke, maybe this my last hope
I been seekin' peace, I'm tryin', tryna be a better guy
Signs I wasn't peepin', selfish reasons prolly cloud my eyes
We wasn't in no relationship, but I pressed the issue
I only acted how I did 'cause I was fuckin' with you
For real, I don't mean to overstay this welcome
It's hard for me to speak my mind โ the words be comin' seldom
But listen, I had bitches on my dick and I had act a fool
I said some words that I ain't mean, some shit that wasn't true
I got to know you for the months that we was speakin'
Despite your friends chattin', I was dealin' with my feelings
And them demons that invite themselves in started appearin'
Like them stars up on your ceilin', know the universe is hearin'
You prolly doin' better โ hope you got it on lock
Keep them loyal ones close, 'cause that's all that we got
When your room dark, you should know the moon start to shine
Take a breath, enjoy your life โ it's gon' be a long ride, hey
Dear Adrianna
Take a walk with me โ this arc of redemption
'Cause I put all of my soul and all my heart in that tension
I been tryna find a way to amend the
Tears that I caused on some people left demented
The fuck was I thinkin'? 22 years, I understand it now
Thought I was the man โ 11th grade when I had bitches, proud
Of myself for even gettin' to that point
With this New York state of mind, I was high, couldn't avoid
I was scared of change โ ran to my comfort, all that I knew
Just an extroverted introvert, I ain't know what to do
Really, I know you listenin', thinkin' it's an excuse
How I 'member we was up 'til sunrise playin' pool?
Sendin' texts back and forth โ the first time I was aware
On that first night, went to bed, happy that you there
Been some years since we parted ways, mostly my decision
And I ain't in your heart, I know I left a big incision though
It's my fault for treatin' women like they lesser
A woman brought me in this world โ my mother would be fed up
Really, she would be angry โ my sister prolly too
'Cause them strong women saved my life way more than a few
Times was rough, but my stubbornness, my head was too hard
I write this sonnet just to keep myself from fallin' apart
Made some choices I regret, but these thoughts are all human
Live with no regrets โ it's the only way we'll get through it
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