going ghost
sorrow
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(Yeah I think he's going ghost)
Something like an interlude
I am just a sinning fool
Can't accept the ridicule
It's bad to think I'm pretty cool
So fuck it I'm embarrassed
Can I tell you something Clarence?
People talk a lot of shit when you don't live with both parents
I think it's messed up
I can not decide my fate
Even when I got these choices lined up on the day-to-day
Like maybe I should take some Adderal to help me stay awake
Or maybe I should down some Tylenol, my mind's a scary place
I got the substance in my hand
My friends offer five Xans
We hopped on a plane and then I woke up in Thailand
The liquor got my liver swimming
Tryna find the dry land
Memories might fade away so ima keep a time stamp
And I can't hold myself up, I'm fucking wasted
And the show's at a quarter to six, I ain't gon make it
And my bro's telling me bout his kid
He know I'm praying
Now I'm psyched out, but what am I saying
I know they laced it
Slowly turning into what I used to hate
Used to say I had a bright future, now the future's gray
With no escape, I'll clown myself out into a newer age
But everybody take it the same, so ima pop a fโ
No I won't
Different way of going ghost
In a deeper comatose
Let the reaper row the boat
That is if I overdose
And I don't wanna know the rules
So I would rather drop right out of school and try to go for broke
Then all my friends will laugh at me, well I'll be writing musicals
At least they won't be making stupid jokes about my funeral
That would make my mama cry
So I would come right back to life
To rip somebody's soul from them and toss it in the afterlife
I just wanna dream again
I don't need to peak again
I don't need to do a couple tabs and let my demons in
'Cause we've been cool just being friends
And understanding reasoning
And they were getting mad at every place I tried to keep them in
Not enough space for development
I was saying "Fuck you" for the hell of it
I was going crazy on my element
Had to post a pic to keep my relevance
And now I'm bout to take a deep breath and reset to seek eloquence
(Ghost)
(Ghost)