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We never made eye contact again
The touch fades away quickly
Gray skies and gray dead lose saturation
You always moved so beautifully
You always moved so beautiful
I learnt what it meant to live on road time
Right after I learnt what it meant to love another person
And the more and more you grow
The less and less it all meant
And the more I say this, the more it means nothing
These rooms will always know the me that no one else ever will
These walls have eyes, I promise
And the blunt blades always cut deeper than I ever imagined
And as the blood stains turn brown, and the weather got colder
I got grand moments of clarity, and I always made it so much worse
I know if I saw you again, I would panic
But if you said you were sorry, I know I would forgive you
This impossible dichotomy
Is something that I have weighing on me very often
Whenever I finally leave
I see the beautiful people moving their feet
It still hurts
I keep looking
And I look for hours
And when I look down, expecting to see nothing
I see that my feet are moving too
As I write these words, the less they mean
As I think it through, the less it has to do with you
It's been a year and it doesn't hurt as much as it used to
Doesn't hurt as much as it used to
But why does it have to hurt at all?